I'm back

To being my own self again. This year has been wonderful in it's own way. I made new friends. That's something new. I've always been keeping myself conserved to a small group of friends. I try not to trust too many people. Now I know why I stuck by those rules. Knowing and trusting more people exposes me to more disappointments and conflicts. I've never really brought myself the courage to face my problems. But this year, I decided to man up. I'm changing for the better.

As I grow older my responsibilities get bigger. If I can't take up my own responsibilities no one else will. I can't depend on anyone anymore. My life, my choices, my decisions.

Such a momentous year. Already a few months away from a new one. Fell in love twice. Wasn't really love the first one. Things come and go. People come and go. Accepting the truth is hard but I've finally learned to do it. Painful indeed but what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. I'm a better man than I used to be.

More mature, wiser. Dropping my ego, increasing my patience.
no longer a pessimist.

It's Aliiiiiiiveeeeeeeeee

not really.
this blog is not dead.
just maybe almost a little teensy weensy dead.
but there is HOPE!
because I can finally get on like used to.well at least until the school holiday ends.(which is a few days more)
cheers and maybe you'll see an interesting post somewhat.





+ : I ACTUALLY HAVE FOLLOWERS :0

Adam Goes To 7 Eleven,Topless :)

A dare made by me and my friends during our small camping which was very wrong in many ways.
Please do not release your sexual desires when looking at this video.


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THE CAMPING TRIP

Can't really remember when it was.I'm sorry.I think it's monday night.Is it monday night?Yeah I guess so.Wait,it is.I'm sure.

okayyy

Organized by Irfan and the co. (Faris,Adam? kot?)

I went to the campsite(lol) *which was just beside Faris' house in Tropika btw* with Faiz and Arif.Arif is different.He wears emo glasses and is more punk rock now. :p
Upon arrival(cehh),2 out of 3 tents were already set up.One more tent is at Ridzwan's house.
Zain,Adam,Ridzwan,Nazerin,Syrl,and Faris or Faiz(cn't remember) went to get the 3rd tent.2 (Irfan and Faiz or Faris)left behind to finish setting up the campsite.The journey to Ridzwan's house was epical.We need to go through a haunted track,a neighbourhood,and etcetc.

Me and Faris or Faiz were the first ones to go back to the campsite.We helped Irfan start a fire to start our marshmallow barbecue ceremony.We used newspapers and old test papers to start a fire.YAN arrived then.Then Ridzwan and co. brings the 3rd tent.Set it up.And start a fire using the papers.Found and unknown Indon's Winston cigarettes box.There are still 2 fresh batangs in it.Threw it away though.Anywayyyy




That is the video of us sembahing api,looking for warmth like hobos and spitting on the flame to put it out.

then after some partying..

Our stomachs got hungry.First it was Adam and Faris i think who decided to go to Tanjung(mamak) Corner which was supposed to be 24 hours.Those mamaks lied to us.It was closed.R.S. too.They ate burgers je.Came back to the campsite,cursing the mamaks.Then Arif and Irfan wanted to buy maggi hotcup.Eh,wait,us first,then Adam and Faris.kot??So we went to 7 eleven.Which brings us to the whole topless Adam event.I cn't remember who brought up the dare.Irfan maybe?duh.


WHAT HAPPENED,IN THE VIDEO
Entered 7e,the cashiers,both guys,jaws hanging,looked at Adam.We acted like we dnt know him.Me and Adam went to the *ahem* condoms section.I asked him which playsafe he bought last time.He showed me the one on the rack.And the one in his wallet.All those varieties,stacked on the..uhh stack.oh,racks,were MINDBLOWING :0

Arif and Irfan proceded on choosing the maggi tht was right for them.Syrl made a gay face.Irfan made a goofy one.Arif was the recorder.Faiz was outside beside the burger stand in front of the cybercafe.

I went to Faiz.Talked nonsense,and went to a toilet to clean up the dirt on my pants.Umm we played rugby using my sleepingbag at the campsite before that and I fell and my butt hurts.My white shorts turned brown and it's not wht you want to see.After cleaning up,went back to 7e to wait for the guys.

The gangsters of CC went out from their hiding.Yes.gangstas *UtaraSelatan 773036* :p
We went to the campsite.

Wasted a lot of time.Then there was this so gay prank call session.All of us needs to fork out at least 1 contact from our phones and Adam will handle the rest.For all of you who think they have been victims,take note:only girls are called

Adam's Prank Calls>>> "Hai,ni ******* eh?(name of person lh).Oh ni aku Anuar(or any other random name).Buat apa tu?etcetc.*then here comes the bomb* nak main?"
(adam invites the gril to have phone sex.some laugh,others will hang up in disgust)

Irfan's Prank Calls>>> "Hello?Tahniah anda telah memenangi *********ringgit.Kami dari Astro.Untuk mengambil hadiah anda,sila datan ke Klang"
(tidak menjadi.ramai blur)

Faris' Prank Calls>>> Hi,is this *******,it's *********,I really like you.Please dump ******* and pick me.I'm in class ********.I'm sitting at the *****.
(mendedahkan identiti.Faris dipukul sejurus itu)

After all the madness,we slept in our tents.(Before tht i texted my anny message to my bubu :) and gave her a call too)

AT 3 AM

We were dikejutkan oleh polis.Thank god i was asleep lah.The others had to show their ic and all.The policeman looks very lazy in doing his job.The guard yg panngil dia.He said.

That morning,woke up.Ridzwan was playing the guitar in front of my tent.I slept with Faiz and Arif and I was a noisy sleeper mind you.Solat subuh-ed and waited for Ayie to come.His house,just in front of our campsite.He brought football cause we told him to.We played a game of football.Stupid football.Played on a basketball court.After that,we went to Tanjung for breakfast and go our seperate ways.Most go to Ayie's house for pingpong,others like me Arif and Faiz went to SP.Met ha there.She perfected the whole day for me :)

The End of monday and tuesday.

fuck it

the school holiday is a few hours from over.I'll be posting all the shits I've been doing during the holidays.I will.maybe.umm.yeah.sure.stick around.

i didn't mean too.but now i'm convinced there is nothing more i can do.thank you anyway.

I'm Sorry

yaaaa itu diaa update