I'm back

To being my own self again. This year has been wonderful in it's own way. I made new friends. That's something new. I've always been keeping myself conserved to a small group of friends. I try not to trust too many people. Now I know why I stuck by those rules. Knowing and trusting more people exposes me to more disappointments and conflicts. I've never really brought myself the courage to face my problems. But this year, I decided to man up. I'm changing for the better.

As I grow older my responsibilities get bigger. If I can't take up my own responsibilities no one else will. I can't depend on anyone anymore. My life, my choices, my decisions.

Such a momentous year. Already a few months away from a new one. Fell in love twice. Wasn't really love the first one. Things come and go. People come and go. Accepting the truth is hard but I've finally learned to do it. Painful indeed but what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. I'm a better man than I used to be.

More mature, wiser. Dropping my ego, increasing my patience.
no longer a pessimist.